bebelan tahun baru!

bebelan tahun baru.
celebrate new year eve mmg best kn.
unluckily for ML, this year will be no celebration at all!
after all, still ada benefit left for me right???
1. save money
2. don't have to plan any celebration
3. don't waste my precious time
4. safe! dok kt library... it should be safe!
p/s:  the moment i was trap in library still fresh in my mind! Alhamdulillah, a guy help me!

hahhahahha~
actually i'm quite sad because i can't celebrate it.
that's why ada bebelan!
it should be okay, right?
I'm more concerned about coming exam.
it just around the sharp corner!
yet, i don't really ENJOY my study week!

ouh passionate! come to me~
ouh knowledge! embedded yourself in my small brain!

Allah, please help me fight the challenge!!

NO NEW YEAR EVE!

HELLO BELOVED BOOKS!

GOODBYE 2011!

WELCOME 2012!

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS!

lessons to learn

hurm, selama cuti sem ni.. mcm2 jadi..
mak ayah terpaksa lepaskn tanggungjawab as a parents kt ML sebab dorg trpaksa balik kg lbih awal dr yg dorg planed.. atuk sakit.. so, nak x nk.. terima je la...
selama seminggu, ML bealajar cm mane nk uruskn adik2..
sekolah, makan minum, DUIT study n PERANGAI dorg..
pergh.. smpai demam kot! hahahahah~
dr sni jgak la ML blaja MASAK! hahahah~
umur da bpuluh-puluh bru nk blaja masak kn...
 one day, ML tnya adik ML
"iejam nak makn pe ari ni?"
dy jawab, "nape? angah nk masak ke? x yah la.. mkn kt luar je la"
bahahahahahah~ teruk kn? memeang x ley blah la...

seriously, menguruskn FAMILY bukn ny senang..
sbb korg sendiri la yg akn jd PM, mentri kewangan, mentri hal ehwal, mentri segala2 ny la!
huh.. memang sesak la!

lepas adik2 ML abes exam, ktorg balik kg sndri.. huuuu...
ziarah tokwan yg tgah sakit...
kesian tokwan, tp nk wt cm ne...
redha je la.. hari2, ML, mak n ayh ulang alik ke hospital dr pg smpai tgh mlm...
makan minum, berak kencing smua kami semua uruskn...
pakcik2 ML gilir2 jga tokwan... btul la org tua cakap..
ibu bapa mampu menjaga anak yg rmai, tapi x mungkin anak yg rmai mampu menjaga ibu dan bapa..
hurm... skrg ML kat rumah da...
mmg berat rsa hati nak tinggalkn tokwan kat wad lg..
tp apakn daya.. klau mak ayh ML x keja, ktorg nk mkn pe...
thats all for today.... :)


thanks for reading!

missing THEM

hanya satu pintaku

untuk memandang langit biru,

dalam dakap seorang ibu.

hanya satu pintaku.

untuk bercanda dan tertawa,

dipangkuan seorang ayah.

apabila ini, 

hanya sebuah mimpi,

ku selalu berharap,

dan tak pernah terbangun.

hanya satu pintaku,

untuk memandang langit biru,

dipangkuan ayah, ibu.

mocca;

hanya satu

release tension.. ~ :)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM pembuka bicara,
salah dan silap, maaf di pinta!


ceh, ML bpantun.. hahahahaah~ tension ni..


hurm, study week adalah mggu pling WEAK la wt ML,
hahaha~, mmanjang nk tension.. 
smpaikan mak ML sndiri ckp : 

angh ni, asyik stension je, orang laen xda lak nk tension?

Maka ML pon jawab:

sebb dorg x bgtau kt mak dorg tension, x kn la smua yg tension kna gtau mak..

hahahah~ biadab sgguh ML ni kn? tp mak ML sgt cool n chill org ny...


ML gtaw mak ML, ML nk kuar, g jalan2.. nk release tension la kta kn.
padahal bkn tension mna pon.. huuu.. sje nk perabih duit..


hurm, klau ML kira2, da dkat 2 hari ML study kt library.
mmg la org kta, klau nk study tu, kt mna2 pon BOLE..
tp bkn pd ML ye. ML sgt la byk kekangangnya klau study kt bilik..
hahahahahahah~ nk tau kenapa?

1. laptop!
2. tilam yang empuk (empuk la sgt)
3. byk buku (hee.. x taw nk study ape. klau g library, stu subjek je focus)
4. nyamuk
5. MAKANAN (patu ngantuk)
6. sembang2 ayam..

haaaa... byk kn? oleh itu, ML g la library.. tp sjok dl tu, xyah kta la..
cm dok kt Alaska lak.. ML x than SEJUK ouh~ hahahahah..

bila smpai thap bosan.. huh, apa lg...amek gmba n lagu la pneman ML.. hahaahha


first day kt library, ML bwak air tin 100plus.. huuu ..

nampak x air tin tu.. hahahahah

2nd day, ML bwak wafer YOSS plak.. heee
pdahal, rules kt lib, food and drinks are not allowed kn?kn?kn?
okay, rules are made to be broken babe!.. ngee :D


ptg td ML bosan gila.. so, ML pon kuar ngn kwn ML ni...
Akmar nma ny.. heee.. ktorg maen game tembak2...
rsa mcm massaged tgn la plak.
cuz dy ny rifle berat n bla tembak dy cm real.. vibrate tgn ML u!
tp ktorg x dpt habeskn smpai final! mana aci! dorg gna BAZUKA kot.
ktorg gna LMG je pon! huh.. x adil..


lepak baca buku kt BORDERS.. bajet ULAT BUKU la ML ni kn?
ahahahahah~ tp btol la... g bca 2,3 pages crita the perfect couple! best ouh!

yes sir! i'm reading sir!

thn, ktrg g dating kt Jco Donut.. yumm2!

patu blik.. hahah~ sengal kn? tu la ML kta., prabih duit
ktorg blik, thn lpak kt pdg kawad smpai la dkat pkol 3..
nak taw kami wt apa?
LUAHAN HATI KE HATI... ahahhaahahh~ tp puas la...!
ok la.. ML nk jln2 kt FB ML jp.. hahahah~

 

 

:(

dalam kebahagiaan, pasti ada duka

secantik-cantik bunga mawar, masih ada duri berbisa

seindah-indah pelangi, pasti akan menghilang jua

dalam ketawa, pasti ada menangis

dalam kegembiraan yang dilakonkan, pasti ada kenangan hambar

tapi, ingatlah, semua ada hikmah. dan pasti akn bahagia suatu masa kelak

yesterday and today

yesterday, i heard his love song

today, i hear his goodbye song

yesterday, he text me with his love words

today, he never text me

yesterday, he said that he'll be always with me

today, he left me alone

yesterday, he promised to take care of me

today, he never speak to me

YESTERDAY and TODAY will never be the same...

but i really hope TOMORROW will be better than TODAY

my dear along

salam, first skali, aq harap korg dpt doa kn keselamatan rakyat malaysia kt mesir skrg ni,
xkisah la, dorg tu ada kna mngena ngn korhg ke x... asalkn stu ummat, stu malaysia kn..


senang crita, aq nk korg doa kn keselamatan kakak aq ngn kwn2 aq kt sna la...


mmg rsaw gla la.. kakak aq kt sna.. kt bndar cairo... datarn tahrir ke ape tah mmg dkat sgt ngn tmpat kakak aq tu.. so rsa rsau tu mmg membuak2 la kn..


aq nk crita kt korg sket, pngalamn kakak aq yg tga brada kt ngara org laen yg sedg darurat, n pengalamn aq n family aq yg ada kakk @ anak kt tmpat yg sdg darurat..
ala.. mcm ala ala back to the past time... tp kali ni mcm dahsyat la kn darurat dy..


first about me, sbgai adek yg ada kakak kt sna...
aq dgar brita kt dlm bus, otw to KL from pneng...
"rusuhan di mesir brtambah buruk." huh...  time tu aq mamai (bru bgon tido)
aq wat x ksah.. smpai la kt umah, mak ayh aq cm x happy je aq blik.. tu aq ksah..
aq tnya knape.. rupa2 nya dorg rsaw psal kakak aq...
hurm.. ptot la...


then, aq cm mlas nk pk sgt... smpai la stu msa ni, aq dgar brita psal dorg da isytiha darurat..
hurm.. ni btol2 rsaw.. tp smbil tu aq bole lg la hang out ngn kawn2 aq la kn.. heee~
msa lpak kt andalus, aq tgok brita live.. tba2 rsa cm sebak n tsentap la jgak kn...
bayang kn, family korg kt sna, stuck dlm rumah, without food supplied, kereta kebal keliling rumah, tembak mnembak, heli blegar2 kt bumbung rumah.. haish.. mmg rsaw.. bserah kpd Allah je la...


family aq plak, hurm, mak, mmg rsaw x tkata... wat keje pon da jd tunggang langgang...
otak asyik mlayang je... bla tnya, kna tnya 2,3 kali... bru la dpt jwpn yg btol...
hurm.. ayah plak, masak pon da x btol.. kdg2 tga msak dgar brita psal situation kt sna..
msa darurat tu, ayh aq ada try call along, tp smua pnggilan kna sekat.. and then ayh aq try lg esok nya.. alhamdulillah boleh.. habes credit dkat 50rm jgak la borak ngn kakak aq...
hurm.. dmi anak kn.. anything mak ayah akn buat...


kakak aq yg sekarang ni mungkin tgah x tnteram dgar bunyi tembakan smua...
hanya Allah je yg taw.. dy crita kt ktorg, the day b4 kerajaan mesir isytihar darurat,
dorg kuar bli stok mkanan, mmg smua bnda abes ktany.. thn, tba2 dorg isytihar darurat(printah bkurung)
so, mmg x smpat la nk bli brang.. dorg blik cri teksi, teksi pon x nk brenti.. at last ada lelaki yg baek anta kakak aq kt umah... keadaan time tu under control lg.. after tht, bru la ada kereta kebal n whatsoevr protect area student malaysia... hurm..  at night, they can't slept calmly... bcoz ada bunyi tembak mnembak smua...
yaAllah, seramnya...


harap korg dpt doakn keselamatan dorg smua kt sna...


Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku, kami hamba-Mu memohon agar Kau selamatkanlah hamba2-Mu yang sedang berada dalam kesusahan. Kau berikanlah mereka ketenangan seketika mereka meminta kepadaMu, Kau berikanlah keselamatan dikala mereka memerlukan, Kau berikanlah kekuatan dikala mereka berkehandakkannya. Kau berikanlah keselamatan, kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan kepada mereka ya Allah.. Kau lindungilah mereka ya Allah~ amiiiiin~

Good Night Song~

close your eyes,

and sleep in tight,

your heart i'll keep,

don't you know,

i love you so,

i'll never let you go,

and nights fading slowly,

you're still in my heart and youre the one,

so baby trust me...

i wrote this song for you,

for only you,

cuz you're the one for me,

and i need to holding on, tonight...

even if we fall apart,

and i can't see you tonight,

but your eyes are still in my heart,

in my heart...

take my heart,

and take my soul,

ill never let you gooooo....

i wrote this song for you,

for only you,

cuz you're the one for me,

and i need to holding on, tonight...

even if we fall apart,

and i can't see you tonight,

but your eyes are still in my heart,

in my heart...

in my heart...

COMPOSER : ARIZ/AKEM

LYRICS   : ARIZ/AKEM

dear myra~

~the rainbow will fade away~

~don't be too excited dear~